My day today

It all started early this day. 
I had an jobinterview pretty early, so I set my alarmclock on.. very early..
But… I didn’t heard them so I woke up superlate and missed my interview.

I tried to maaaybe walk downtown to maaaybe catch a bit of my interview.. But I didn’t, at the same time I forgot time so I missed the beginning om my work.
I showed up around 30 minutes late for work and felt pretty stupid.

I was feeling so stupid that I ended up crying at one of the rooms, and I was staying there for a good two hours. Just crying and crying. I felt useless.
My boss told me to go home because I didn’t manage to do any work done.
So i was sobbing while took on my jacket and walked the way to the sub to bring me home.

But I took up my phone and called the guy who was supposed to interview me, and he said yes to do the interview if I could make it there in less than 50 minutes. So I started running to the sub to make it this time.
I met up at the office of the interview and hoped he wasn’t too pissed on me..

He opend the door and smiled while I said my apoligies for coming this late.
He told me that he was that kind of person who gave people a second chance, and after the interview he said he got a good feeling on me.
I smiled and shaked his hand as I said “thank you for wanted me here!”
Then I walked out the door and couldn’t stop smiling.

I ran across the street and wrote me up in some random red cross-girl paper to give 100 NOK a month too children who needed help, because I was so happy it all ended better than expected.

After that I took a loooong walk around downtown Oslo to check things out.
I baught myself some fruit and sat down in the park and just listend at the world and eat my fruit.
And then I was walking down a random street and strangly enough I stumbled upon a publisher. The man who worked there said they got a new poetrybook in, and I asked if I could see it. I told him I also was a poet, and I wrote kinda like the author on that book. He told me I could get that book for free and gave me his card so I could send in some of my work and maybe get published. 

So today ended better than it started.. 
 

Shit so thick, you can stir with a stick!

A lot of shit happend today…

I’m not gonna go so much into it.. So I’m gonna gif my emotions..

Yeah… That’s my day today…

yeah..

I hope that someday I find something that last…
I’m kinda tired of things don’t work out…

But tonight…. I’m just a little sad… and that’s not good for my health.. really..

It’s a bad day!

Just how I am today

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